A blog about life with God and mental health issues. I love God and I love to talk about him, so He will feature quite heavily in my posts.
I don’t like to talk about myself so much but that’s the point of this, so I’ll be battling through the fear of disapproval to be as honest as I can be. I want to talk about how I have walked through hating myself so much that I have wanted to kill myself, survived it and am still surviving it. It is a battle that I fight every day, some days more than others. I guess this may become a chronicle of good versus bad days.
If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts or feelings, then I am so sorry. I have felt that pain and there is nothing comparable to it, in my experience. I truly hope that you can take hope from reading the thoughts of someone else who has felt that way and survived. It does get better than this.